Really,
i’m tired … tired as in “TIRED” or “CAPEK”
i wish i could do anything without have to think about someone’s feeling
i wish i could be selfish … ignorance … and stubborn
but i could’nt … i can’t …
i hate this situation .. really .. i hate it ..
feeling guilty .. feeling low ..
oh damn .. i’m tired
yeah .. i’m tired
- i need you hun .. 
-adhit
I have known the most important information related to you 
I have told you the every reason why i decided to do everything related to this relationship
I have told you the every analysis and the thought that i have made before i start to have a serious relationship with you
You have known that these informations are very important to me
thank you for sharing it to me
thank you .. and thank you for the opportunity that have been granted to me
once again .. many thank you
ich liebe dich, meine liebe
Huah !!
It seems that i have to take an anger management class ..
dunno why that lately i can’t control my anger / emotion
it could bring a dangerous effect to my work, and social life or even meine liebe (i’m sorry)
the source of my anger came from office .. my overload task .. since i got an offer to develop system that needs to be done in a very tight schedule. I consider it as a very risky project and i have to think all possibilities and any contigencies plan. The problem is, i have to think about ALL of it ALONE ! yeah alone .
ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh ….. i just deleted some inappropriate sentences .. just STOP HERE OK !!!! GO AWAY YOU DAMN ANGER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dah ah ga usah diterusin uneg-unegnya ntar ada yang ngamuk2 sama gue, yang penting gue punya seseorang yang bisa cheering up gue kemaren 
I love you hun
Iya Kamu !, kamu tuh kejam ! 
Pas makan di Pondok Laras masa gue disuruh ngabisin makanan yang pedes banget trus masih banyak sih … sedangkan dia cuma ngabisin makanan yang udah diilangin dan ga ada sambel nya huh !
Tapi sebenernya itu sambel enak sih .. pedesnya njelimet tapi kalo kebanyakan ya itu perut rasanya bisa &^!*@#^* .. nah kasus gue ini .. ya itu .. udah kebanyakan, si cewek gue ga mau ngabisin bagian dia pula :p.
Trus abis makan ngobrol2 lama banget deh .. ga tau udah lewat tenggat waktu peraturan *ngobrol sehabis makan yang hanya dikasih waktu 1 jam itu* ada obrolan penting serius dan diselingi banyak omongan dan celetukan sampah dari gue kalo ga dari si pacar gue itu :p.
Abis itu pulang deh, eh pas diluar tempat makan dia malah aneh2 .. ke telpon umum lah .. sok2an nelpon ya udah gue nyelinap aja bersama motor lewat jalur lain yang beda dari jalurnya si pacar gue. Pengennya sih nyalain motor pas dah jauh didorong biar si hunny itu panik ngeliat gue ilang (hehehe >:) lagian jadi anak kemlinthi banget ya )
Pulang langsung kerumah-nya si tembem, trus si dodol pake sok sok ambil jalan Alternative yang jauuuh banget dan unexpectedly MACET dimana2 gara2 banyak banget orang pada hajatan !! *buset itu dangdut dimana2 heuhehe*. Pas lewat suatu jalan, eh ada motor dodol, dia mau nyelip2 cuma ga liat2 kendaraan yang jalan lurus. Alhasil, kakinya si cimol kena bannya dia trus dia nyaris jatuh *hiks* untung ga papa. Kemaren dan sempet berhenti dan dah gue liatin aja tuh si orang dodol sambil nanya ke pacar gue “kamu ngga papa ?”. Kalo sampe kenapa2 *!&(*+#+ .
Sampe rumah ? kecapekan duduk2 doank ngobrol sebentar .. diem-dieman lama *huehuhue* soalnya asli pegel2 dah sampe2 gue minta pijetin sama si tembem tapi enak juga dipijetin sama dia hehe *jangan ada yang ngiri ya!*.
Trus abis itu gue pulang, secara gue sudah ditungguin di warnet sama temen gue yang ngga jadi kerumah ceweknya gara2 gue huehehehe. Alhasil gue harus beli sogokan somewhere, trus pas buka pintu warnet “Wets, jangan marah dulu gue dah bawa sogokan nih .. makan gih! :p” hehehe.
In the end, it was a pleasure being with you meine liebe . Btw You look so nice with that outfit .
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